Uncertain

Why?

2010-02-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Why there is day and night,
Why there is rising and falling,
Why there is happiness and sadness,
Why there is young and old,
Why there is wealthy and poverty,
Why there is beginning and ending,
Why there is birth and death?
Life change,people change, things change?
This is the way how they are....

All formations are transient,
We can't hold on to any things any moment... Uncertain and Changing are life!
When one cannot accept it, he is going to suffer...

人的一生，到底在追求甚麼？

2009-07-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

有一日，我們的女同胞關切地對那個小夥子說：「不要沿街賣唱了，去做一個正當的職業吧。我介紹你到中國去教書，在那兒，你完全可以拿到比你現在高得多的薪水。」

小夥子聽後，先是一愣，然後反問道：「難道我現在從事的不是正當的職業嗎？我喜歡這個職業，它給我，也給其他人帶來歡樂。有什麼不好？我何必要遠渡重洋，拋棄親人，拋棄家園，去做我並不喜歡的工作？」

鄰桌的英國人，無論老人孩子，也都為之愕然。他們不明白，僅僅為了多掙幾張鈔票，拋棄家人，遠離幸福，有什麼可以值得羡慕的。

在他們的眼中，家人團聚，平平安安，才是最大的幸福。它與財富的多少，地位的貴賤無關。

於是，小鎮上的人，開始可憐我們的女同胞了。

中國山東，有這樣一對夫婦：剛剛結婚時，妻子在濟寧，丈夫在棗莊；過了若干年，妻子調到了棗莊，丈夫卻一紙調令到了菏澤。

若干年後，妻子又費盡周折，調到了菏澤。

但不久，丈夫又被提拔到了省城濟南。妻子又托關係找熟人，好不容易調到了濟南。

可是不到一年，丈夫又被國家電業總公司調到重慶。

於是，她所有的朋友，就給她開玩笑：「你們倆呀，天生就是牛郎織女的命。要我們說呀，你也別追了，乾脆辭職，跟著你們家老張算了！」

但是，她以及公婆、父母，都一致反對：「幹了這麼多年，馬上就退休了，再說，你的單位效益這麼好，辭職多可惜。要丟掉多少錢呀！再幹幾年吧，也給孩子多掙一些。」

其實，他們家的經濟條件已經非常優越，早已是中層階級，但是他們仍然惦念著那一點退休金。於是，夫妻兩個至今依然是牛郎織女。

我們，是一個尚義輕利的民族。中國人一直是為了某種自己未必真正明白的主義而活著。於是，中國人，不能在沒有目標的生活中活著。而這個目標，可以是工作，可以是理想，可以是金錢，可以是孩子，可以是老人....但是，唯一不可能是的，就是自己。

中國人，可以很委屈的活著，可以是工作上的極不順心，可以是婚姻上的勉強維持，可以是人際關係上的強作笑顏，可以是所有欲望的極端壓制，可以是為了一個所謂的「戶口」....哪怕犧牲自己一生的幸福，也在所不惜！

中國人，可以過異常艱難的日子，但並不能安貧樂道，他所遭受的一切不幸，必定有一個近乎玩笑的藉口；中國人，可以把高官厚祿當作成功，中國人可以把身家百萬當作理想，中國人可以拋卻天倫之樂四海飄蕩，但是，中國人唯一不認可的成功──就是家庭的和睦，人生的平淡。

於是，一個有著五千年文明歷史的國度，把愛國、崇高、獻身、成功、立業的情結推向了極致──他們要麼在大公無私，其實是捨本逐末的漩渦痛苦掙扎；要麼在肩負重任，其實是徒有其名的圈圈受盡折磨....唯一遺漏的就是自由和自我。於是，在外國，婦孺皆知的道理；在中國，沒人能整治明白！

人的一生，到底在追求甚麼？

以下是一個你可能已看過的故事：

有一個美國商人坐在墨西哥海邊一個小漁村的碼頭上，看著一個墨西哥漁夫划著一艘小船靠岸，小船上有好幾尾大黃鰭鮪魚。

這個美國商人對墨西哥漁夫能抓這麼高檔的魚恭維了一番，還問要多少時間才能抓這麼多？

墨西哥漁夫說，才一會兒功夫就抓到了。

美國人再問：「你為甚麼不待久一點，好多抓一些魚？」

墨西哥漁夫覺得不以為然：「這些魚已經足夠我一家人生活所需啦！」

美國人又問：「那麼你一天剩下那麼多時間都在幹甚麼？」

墨西哥漁夫解釋：「我呀？我每天睡到自然醒，出海抓幾條魚，回來後跟孩子們玩一玩；再跟老婆睡個午覺，黃昏時晃到村子喝點小酒，跟哥兒們玩玩吉他，我的日子可過得充滿又忙碌呢！

美國人不以為然，幫他出主意，他說：我是美國哈佛大學企管碩士，我倒是可以幫你忙！你應該每天多花一些時間去抓魚，到時候你就有錢去買條大一點的船，自然你就可以抓更多魚，再買更多漁船，然後你就可以擁有一個漁船隊。到時候你就不必把魚賣給魚販子，而是直接賣給加工廠，然後你可以自己開一家罐頭工廠。如此你就可以控制整個生產、加工處理和行銷。然後你可以離開這個小漁村，搬到墨西哥城，再搬到洛杉磯，最後到紐約，在那裡經營你不斷擴充的企業。」

墨西哥漁夫問：「這又花多少時間呢？」

美國人回答：「十五到二十年。」

墨西哥漁夫問：「然後呢？」

美國人大笑著說：「然後你就可以在家當皇帝啦！時機一到，你就可以宣佈股票上市，把你的公司股份賣給投資大眾；到時候你就發財啦！你可以幾億幾億地賺！」

墨西哥漁夫問：「然後呢？」

美國人說：「到那個時候，你就可以退休啦！你可以搬到海邊的小漁村去住，每天睡到自然醒，出海隨便抓幾條魚，跟孩子們玩一玩，再跟老婆睡個午覺，黃昏時，晃到村子喝小酒，跟哥兒們玩玩吉他！」

墨西哥漁夫疑惑的說：「我現在不就是這樣了嗎！？」

平平淡淡就是福，人爲什麽要活的這麽累，到底在追求什麽？

Just a bored post

2009-05-04T17:17:00.015+08:00

I think i have abandon my blog for more than 1 month. Haha. I'm too lazy. May be I should close this blog for good. Stay at kl for more than one week after the tanjung sepat trip doing nothing here. Is just damn bored. Seeing all the people are busy with their study and I free alone. I wonder why my timing is just not right everytime. If it is not because of the mas ticket, I would rather leave it and buy a new one. Ok, stop crapping here.

Just after my exam finished, I went to tanjung sepat with my classmates. Actually I was only informed by steven the night before we went and I only packed my thing before i went to the exam. What is so funny that I forget to bring my underwear along and I end up wearing my salty underwear for 2 days.

We depart from our college around 12 o'clock but we only manage to reach there at 4 something. We have to take the bus from KL to Banting and get a cab from banting to tanjung separt. From banting to tanjung sepat already take half an hour. At first I still think is very near because tanjung sepat is in selangor. May be the destination is not far but our m'sia public transport system is too terrible. I heard my friend told me normally if you drive only take about 1 and the half hour.

Tanjung sepat is a small village. But what is so cool about tanjung sepat? Almost all the girl at there know how to ride motorcycle. You can see girls riding the motorcycle around the village. And this is also the 1st time I sit on the motorcycle after more than 10 years. Your motorcycle can go without helmet with 3 passenger and you will hardly get caught. Kampung life is cool rite?
Everything is slow down and people are more friendly. This was also 1st time I saw beach and sea after I came to KL for almost 1 year. Life is more peaceful there. What I won't forget was playing basketball at chun hui's house at the wee hour. 3 person in a motorcycle longkai around the village. Haha

Our tourist guard Siaw wei

Sunset

Picture taken at couple bridge

Acting stupidly like seh kia

Siaw wei, Hui Hui >.<, Sing yi

Picture taken at bakalalang beach

Jump Shot!

Taste on the coconut

Siaw wei and me
Doing sohai thing
I like this picture. Cool rite?

Steamboat at miew kai

My 21st birthday

2009-03-31T15:37:00.015+08:00

I have celebrated my 21st birthday just about week ago. I slept quite early on the previous night but i was being waken up around 12 o'clock. Guess what did the do me? Mike, Daniel and Alvin were trying to pull off my pants and force me wear to boxer. May be it was because I was being suddenly awake I feel quite annoyed at that time. End up Mike and Daniel were being threw by me. Haha. Pai Seh lar Mike and Daniel. I know it's hurt but is just out of self-protection no offence. Sorry to disappoint you, mike! They didn't manage to wear me the boxer with force. Anyway, thanks for you boxer. On that night, Mike, Daniel, Teck, Tony, Kit and Alvin were celebrating with me at Station 1. Thanks for the treat ya.
After 2 days of the official day there was another celebration with my classmates at The Garden. This was a special one because it was the very 1st time I had my birthday celebration at 5 stars hotel restaurant. Thanks to bb's sister and his mother. We have the 50% off from the normal price because of bb's sister otherwise my birthday celebration also won't be here.

The 1st plate that I have taken.

Just notice i forget to take pictuere in the half way i
eat it.

Chawan Mushi

Desert!

Fresh live oyster!

Cake!

Bb and his family!

Make a wish...

Blowing candles

Trying to take out the candle...

My birthday cake!

Group photo!

Birthday presents

What determine our life

2009-03-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

Watch your 'Thoughts,' they become words.
Watch your 'Words,' they become actions.
Watch your 'Actions,' they become habits.
Watch your 'Habits,' they become character.
Watch your 'Character,' for it becomes your Destiny'...
Mind the forerunner of all things...
You determine your life...

An email from a friend, lessons for our life...

2009-03-09T17:58:00.003+08:00

你会如何决择呢??
你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。 
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。


在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人一开始就想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。
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【和尚与屠夫】
从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?
因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……

小哲理：
你所认为的事情以及你所做的东西你一直认为是对的，但有时后却不一定是对的。<做每样事情时,不妨站在其他人的角度看一看,想一想吧!>

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【皮鞋的来历】

很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。

有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。

但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。

一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。

小哲理：
想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己!!

不要时常埋怨,不要时常感到不满,不要时常有很多怨恨,不要时常问为什么挨骂的又是我呢??不要问上天 / 社会 /家庭 / 老板给于我们什么东西,问一问自己到底给于/付出于什么东西给于他们呢??不要尝试叫环境适应你而是我们要学会适应环境^^我们要学会改变的就是自己,一起迎合美好的一切!!

「心若改变，态度就会改变；态度改变，习惯就改变；习惯改变，人生就会改变。」

Time to say goodbye

2009-02-27T21:01:00.004+08:00

Time never stop. Is passing very fast. My 12 days holidays in kch are coming to end. Today is the last day I will be in the kuching. No matter how unwilling I don't want to be back, I still have to. "花开了，不用得意——它意味着花落。花落了，不用悲伤——它意味着结果" Life is just as it is, impermanence. When there is beginning, there is an ending. If we cannot accept it, suffering follow one. I think most of my friends have the same feeling with me. The unwilling to leave feeling is going to pop up every time when come to the time to leave kuching. I think is just normal. Life is just too good in kuching. There is too many reasons to make me feel unwilling to leave. I have my own car, my mum well prepared meal, my sweet bed, my lovely hometown food. And the most important thing my home. You call it home is because in the house have someone who truely care of you and love you, make you feel at ease feel lovely feel sweet. There is no where you can find that feeling. A house is just a house if there without your family. Or I would like to call it ass, a place just for ATE SHIT SLEEP. Remember when I was young, I would hasten to fly with aircarft to go travelling and when the trip was over I will feel unwilling to go home. But now I only like to fly back to kuching hasten to go back home. May be you will only realise how nice it is after you leave your home. You tend to appreciate it more.

This time I went back to kuching, most of the time I was spending it at home other than the few times went out with few close friends. I somehow feel myself more and more appear to be a “宅男”. Or may be this time there wasn't many friends here. But I manage to have a taste on the kolo mee before I left this time. Oh ya, thanks sang for his kolo mee. Nowadays kuching seems to be more quiet, even wednesday the cinema the crowd wasn't as many as before. Can feel that economy is getting bad. Hopefully it will get better soon. Just now my uncle brought me to the restaurant at sarakraf restaurant. The food is very delicious i tell you and the enviroment is nice. Somehow the tauke is very young and eng tau. But too bad with my 1.3 megapixels handphone I cannot do anything. May be I should change a better megapixels handphone or just buy a camera. Haha. Guys can hav a try at that restaurant. Is just beside the westwood.

With the eyes close and eyes open, there come saturday I'll be in the different place. Home is a mean of love, care, security, family..... Kuching where my home belong... KL where I strive for my dream....

Simply poem

2009-02-18T22:27:00.005+08:00

The past should not be traced back
nor wonder about the future
the past has passed away
unreached is the future
and the present whatever phenomenon
is as it is, one sees
invicibly, unshakeably
if that which can pierced by penetration
even today the effort must be made
who knows? death may come tomorrow
there is no bargaining with
the great army of the king of death
thus abiding ardently
by day and night relentlessly
the ideal lover of solitude
him the tranquil sage has called

I'm back to kch

2009-02-17T18:53:00.003+08:00

Hello, everyone at kuching! I'm back to kuching. Hahaha. Feel free to find me. Seems like most of the people are not here. I really very bored here. Tonight may be go bowling with sang. Remember to find me if anyone wan to go out.

Coming coming coming, Chinese new year is around the corner....

2009-01-24T22:03:00.008+08:00

KCH, I'm Coming!!!!!

This is after 4 months I'm back to kch again. Haha. Quite excited. Only less not more than 24 hours to go. Hopefully everythings are going smoothly tomorrow. I'm coming to join you guys in kch soon. See you everyone in kch....

My nike shoes

2009-01-02T10:12:00.006+08:00

This is the new pair of nike shoes I have bought for chinese new year at mid valley. Does it looks nice? But i don't really satisfy I tell you. At 1st i was so happy with it until I went into the adidas boutique. There is much nicer 1 in the adidas shop. And is much cheaper than this. Is like giving me a big slap. I'm poor now. >.<

Year end Pc Fair

2008-12-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

Last friday, I was working at KL Pc Fair for 3 days. Is very enjoying. Know what? All around me are pretty girls. Really broaden my mind and my eyes. But too bad I didn't manage to get any of the their hp num. May be next time? Lol. For sure i'm want to work in the next pc fair. Salary is high. I think I'm more lucky compare to my other friends. 6 konica minolta promoters arrange to 3 different booths. I manage to get a good boss and a strategic booth location. Not only that I have free meal from my boss. Only our boss is providing the meal for the konica minolta promoter. If the meal is not provided i think 1 quater of salary will be spending for my lunch and dinner. Our booth manage to sell out all the mono laser printer in the 3 days time. All together 75 mono and 7 colour laser printers. Geng le! Thx to my boss. Haha.

Dell show girl.. Pretty sweet!

Nurse? Their skirts are pretty short. =.="

Sony show girl...

So sexy... with tube only... Kingsoft show girl...

Kingston show girl... Somewhere opposite my booth...

Toshiba show girl. ...So pretty... ><

Best Boss with the best workers! Mono printer all sold out!

Our booth 402 team!

Me, CK, Ah Loo

Me, Ah Yang, CK

心烦

2008-12-15T11:47:00.003+08:00

爱情就是如此莫名其妙的。。它如此让人着迷。

明明知道是不被允许的爱情，但是却爱得无法自拔

明明知道背景的差距，会让我们的爱情路途变得很艰难

明明知道远距离的爱情，会是一个很大的爱情考验

我知道自己并不是完美的伴侣，亦知道自己没有资格去要求太多

要知道你的每一句话，都会影响我每日的心情起伏

有时候会很想放弃，不想再走下去

但我只是想对你说

不管以后如何，

我只晓得今天的我还是那么的对你执迷不悟

Have changed my layout

2008-12-07T10:14:00.003+08:00

Was searching all the way in the google, still can't find any of the blog templates i like. Finally when i went to view annie blog, pyzam catch my eyes, manage to get a blog templates that I like. I just like it. Have a deep feeling on it. There are two palm on the template. Mean what? Your fortune. Chinese believe that your fortune is written on your palm. Do you know actually our palm line is changing all the time. Why is it written on your hand? It wants you to create your own fortune. You can change it if you want to. You write down your every little story in your palm. When things didn't go well, it doesn't mean that it is always the same, it will change, it won't stay forever, because time never stop moving isn't it? Is the same for good time, good things, good fortune, you won't have it forever. Everything is impermanence isn't it? No matter what happend time will bring them away when it passess by, what you left behind is only memory and history. When things are going well, remind yourself to work hard, don't be heedless so that it will stay longer, when things going wrong, don't forget to smile, be patience, remind yourself is not forever, work hard it will pass. When life goes wrong, we often forget it will past just like the good time, we go frustation, depress, anxiety, blaming others. Smile at them it will past. Is just part of life. Life is imperfect, we are imperfect, that's why we learn. Our body stop growing at a certain age, but our mind our thinking shouldn't stop growing. The wisdom of change, it either goes worse or better, but because it will change, it gives us hope.
Move on. We will never know what will happend in the future until we reach there, but too often when we reach there we are not there, we are either idling away to the future or past, can we just be in the present? Now is called present because it is a gift. How many of us can actually do this? Remember your fortune is in your hand, never believe a fortune teller but yourself. You are your own fortune teller. You can live your life with a blessing if you are willing to, you can live your life with a disaster if you intend to. Mind is the forerunner of all things!
I think i'm drifting away from my topic. Haha. But nvm lar. Just drop down my feeling here.

爱还是喜欢?

2008-12-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

喜欢，是一种心情

爱，是一种感情

喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉

喜欢，可以停止
爱，没有休止

喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人，特别坦然

喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起

喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人，不停的为他付出

喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他

喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人，总是为他而哭

喜欢，是执着
爱，是值得

喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
爱就是爱，很复杂

喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你，就一定很喜欢你

其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步
就看你
是喜欢迈这一步
还是爱迈这一步

Going to change my blog template...

2008-11-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

Feel sick with my blog template. I think I have to find some other new templates. This one is just too bored. Is time to change , Hiang! Will make a new appearance soon...

Funny quote!

2008-11-23T12:24:00.003+08:00

Just a funny joke i found in the cari forum. In fact it is very true! Hahaha...

Happy Birthday to CriSs!

2008-11-23T11:37:00.012+08:00

Yesterday hang out for the whole day with my classmates. Go where? Green box. Celebrate Criss birthday. Although green box doesn't have many latest song, it is cheap. Included meal only 16++ each person in the weekend. And you are free to refill your drink. Can drink as much as you can. This article will be a short one because I have to do my assignments... Just let me post up some photos. After sing k, we hang around sungai after that went to times square see people play dota. We are lucky, manage to see the top team in m'sia play and top 4 team in world ranking i heard my friends said. Ks team really geng i tell you. Especially the yamateh. TripPLe Kill le. At 1st the opponent manage to take down all the towers, but they didn't manage to break in. Once they go in, all get killed. I think the opponents have tried 3 or 4 times but failed. End up become feeder, the ks team got richer,counter attack. The opponent tiam chin. But too bad i forget to take down the picture. Only 1 word geng! Good team work. Haha..

Criss( shao xin gong), me and ck

I look so shock in tis pic? Got so cham meh. Take picture only mah..

The gay brothers... Criss and Kwan ting.

Criss with girls... Hui Shan and Eileen..

So devoted?

Another ah du! His sound is just like ah du.. Haha...

Finally, group photos. Everyone is in!

Once again, Happy Birthday Criss!

Steamboat

2008-11-10T09:48:00.001+08:00

Last monday I have steamboat with my classmates. Some picture to share with you. After the math lecture, we straight go to Sam house at MU. Can't wait anymore. Damn hungry that time. My friends prefer to call steamboat putt putt sound like butt butt. The steamboat end quite late. Hiam hiam can't find a taxi to go back to GK. Everything is nice in MU except the transport. I like the enviroment. If you have car, there will be a nice place to stay. Otherwise, will be very inconvenience. The steamboat is just nice, got varies types of soup, ikan biris, tom yam, chicken. And Tom yam is always the fastest to finish. When the soup is boiled, everyone will be rushing for it. Jus like a hungry ghost. Haha.

Tom Yam soup!

Ikan biris and Chicken soup

swimming pool view

More to come.. There will be a bbq update..

The car is cool

2008-11-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Feeling more n more lazy to update my blog. One of the reason is also I have nthg to write also. This morning woke up damn early. 6 o'clock sharp i have already awake. Wonder why i can wake up so early? If there is no wake up call from ah yan, it is quite impossible for me to wake up. Haha... Have one seminar to attend at eastin hotel organised by UTAR. At first I thought it will be something interesting, but end up is just bored. Wasted my effort and time to wake up so early. Wat 3 gorgeous dam? Should be 3 gorgeous damn la. Damn bored! I was fishing all the way. Dissapointed! I saw there was a lot of professional engineers paying RM200 to attend the seminar. But i don't think that seminar have the value of RM200. You still need to listen to the boring welcome speech given by the LING LIANG SEK. Except that it was hold at the 5 stars Eastin hostel venue. Luckily my is FOC... Haha.. Or may be that seminar is more suitable to those civil engineer students. Not for qs students. Is basically about the hydrology and geotechnic. Probably too deep for me.

On the way back to genting kelang i saw a funny car with a headset. So chu bee.. Haha...

Music music music car....

Feeling down

2008-10-16T04:44:00.000+08:00

Didn't update my blog for months. I think last post is the one before i send my laptop to repair. Although I have gotten my laptop back for almost a month still didn't update. A lot of time i feel like want to update is just too lazy. The laziness is more than the willingness. Now is almost 5 o'clock. Feeling so down. Sigh! Face some difficulty in my relationship. Since can't sleep, so update my blog lor.

Now I have stayed in the mike's house. Now is the 2nd week. This semester a lot of people is absence. Life is bored here. Most of the time is just dota. But tone of assignments r coming. I have 6 subjects in this semester. English, Math 2, Build Cons 2, Building Materials, Building services 1, Technical Dawing and Auto Cadd. I feel tough. Especially building services 1, it's related to physic. U know la hor. I'm poor at physics. I thought qs is not going to study something related to physics, end up i still can't run away from it. But no matter what you do where you go, in the end you also can't run away from stress and difficulty. Who can tell he doesn't have stress or difficulty? Since I can't run away from it, so just face it lor. Just work harder lor. What you can do is done the best you can have. Gambateh! No regret!

Something i have apologize here. Sorry, daniel! Your Lcd stand is broken. I know you are very angry. Shouldn't open ur pc without your permission. Sorry la. I will do my best to look for the stand for you. Is just too many problems this few days. Really no mood. Anyway, sadness or happiness is determine by you not others. Not happy oso live a day, why not happy le? Actually i have something to mention and share some photos here, the incident we saw when we back to mike's house. But after i consider it I think better not. I don't want to die young. Haha

Semester 1 is coming to an end

2008-08-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Now is week 14, my 1st semester is coming to and end. But the challenge has not yet end. Time is fleeting. It will never stop for anyone. Next friday I will have my 1st exam, that is math. I hope I can do well in this semester. Hopefully I can score 3.5 and above. In my form 6 record, my cgpa hardly more than 2. Haha. But that is already history. Hiang will be different. If I still don't want to work hard, my future is a disaster. With no qualification, you are nothing but shit. People is studying degree, and i have to start from diploma. 2 years behind. I can't go back to make a new beginning, but i can start from today and make a different ending.

Rewind back, the 1st day i come to KL. Alvin and me two naive ignorance guy got hunt by the taxi driver. 40 bucks gone. 1st lesson we learnt. Never go for the taxi driver who is coming for you when you are going down from the bus. You are just a sui yi for them. KL is such a bloody place. You have to learn to be smart and alert in order to survive. KL is a place with high crim rates (so far 3 of my friends hp got pickpocket and another one got black mail for 1k+), high traffic ( imagine I have to use 10 minutes to cross a road?), poor sewerage system ( for sure with just a heavy rain the road will get flooded), and poor local authority. Nothing is really good in KL except there are more commercial places , entertaiment and pretty sexy lady compare to kch.

The lucky thing is I have friends to lead me, mike, tony, daniel, ah kit and ah teck. If without them to lead me, my life in kl will be a disaster i guess. Luckily the 1st day got ah teck in kl, otherwise i also don't know how alvin and me were going to reach mike's house. The taxi driver didn't know where was plaza prima, shit man! He drove us round and round in genting kelang. Thanks to them my life in KL isn't that lonely and helpless. We have fun together and suffer together. But next semester, they are going to absent for 3 months in kl. They are going to have 3 months holidays. Song hor? Really make people green eyes.

Being away from home, I really learn a lot of things. Now I know to appreciate. Sigh. The 1st thing is transport. Is good to have a kancil. The public transport in kl is just suck. Lousy, crowded and unsafe. Sometime you have to use one hour to reach to the place you stay from your school. Why? The bus driver will bring you to go round and round in tbr until the bus is full. In the bus driver eyes, they are just bother about money. Sometime the bus behind is going overtake the bus in front just to get the customer no matter how narrow the road it is. Don't they ever think of because the extra few ringgit, they may send the whole bus of passengers to the west? My journey is not to the west I'm not tang shan zhan ar. Still young. Those in kch i tell you is fortunate to have your mum with you. Don't know many of hair drop because of the food outside. I may get bold soon. Tiam ar. Is not easy to cook a meal, it takes time, effort, money and skill. I never appreciate my mum until i come to KL. When i was in high school my mum wake up early just to prepare the breakfast for me, but sometime i don't even bother to eat it when i was rushing to school. Instead of appreciation, i complain. Why I was blinded? Why I never saw the effort, love and kindness in the meal? Have wait until when we lost it, we only know how precious it is. Is really not an easy task to cook a meal. I tried before I know. At least you have to spend 2 hours in the kitchen. Sorry, mum. I will never complain about your meal anymore. I don't have to worry about lodging food and clothes until i come to KL. Everything need to settle on my own. Life is just too good in kch. Still a long way to go in KL. Now is only the 1st semester. Stay tough. K lar. Have to stop crapping here. Time for me to go back to study. Everyone gambateh! Good luck for all of you in the exam. And lastly some picture taken in the sem 1.

Mixing the cement, sand and water together to form the mortar. 1st time done this in my life time. Haha.

Putting the mortar into the bucket.

Brickwork with plastering

2nd workshop, mixing the cement, sand and water with concrete mixer.

Queen closer installed as the 2nd brick

English bond.

Wall tiles in the workshop 3

Lab pratice, contructing the scaffolding

Durian! Only 6 bucks each. D25.

When we bought it? Just after annie them left.. Gd stuff keep to ourselves. :P

View at genting klang

Meal i have cooked, black paper chicken, jagung soup and vege.

The big fish ball i ate at petaling street

Japenese lady at pc fair?

Ice skating at sunway

That is always the pain in my heart! Laptop dropped from the table and the lcd screen was spoiled

Geroge Carlin

2008-08-21T09:45:00.000+08:00

GEORGE CARLIN (He recently died)

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin

My gal

2008-08-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

It's just too busy this few days. Assignments, test, workshop, report are waiting for me. I don't really have time. Haha. Sorry for the late posting. Some of the people should have known who is my dear liao. Daniel is the first one who know about it.

Ok, now let me introduce you my girl. Her name is Joee. I think some of you should have heard about this name before when we are in form 6. She is from KL. Now she is currently working and studying law part timely at s'pore. Is a long distance relationship. We only meet one or twice every month. Do u think am i stupid to stay in such a distance relationship? But for me is better to have her than anything in the world. The first time we meet up is her birthday.Below is her picture.

At eye of malaysia, titiwangsa

If you ask me how long can this relationship last? I don't know. What i know is i love her. Is just great to have her with me now.

Feel motivated

2008-07-31T21:45:00.001+08:00

Today is thursday, as usual it is an hectic and tiring thursday. I wake up kinda early today. I have been trying for continously 2 days to wake up at 4a.m but i can't make it. Finally, i manage to wake up about 3:50a.m today. Just to company my dear to study and of course for my mid term too. Mid term is coming in 1 week time. But shit, i still have a lot haven't covered yet.

Today I have continuosly class start from 11:30a.m till 4a.m. Only after 4a.m i can have my lunch. Don't like the feeling of getting starving. Yet i have class until 8p.m. When i come back to genting klang, it's already almost 9 o'clock.

This few days i'm kinda restless. Just wondering why we have to study so hard. Some of my friends told me even without a certificate u can earn more than 3k a month. Then I thought why I have to come for the tertiary study. Squeezing in the crowded bus, walking all the way, leaving your home far away, wake up early in the morning, putting all your effort and time on it. Yet your parents have to prepare a big amount of money on your tertiary study. No cert oso can earn 3k+ a month le. Who care to get a cert. Confuse isn't it? Feel kinda demotivated. Lost of direction. Study qs for wat? Qs stand for wat? Quite stupid?

But today I have found back my motivation. Mr.Kok is the one who can cheer people up by telling some lame job to give you motivation. In his every lesson, for sure is full of laughing. Boredom will go away. He told us some story. Never forget to impress us just to remind us qs play an important role. Construction side definately can make money. It may not be true but as an motivation. Driving bmw, mercedez benz, having few platinum card in your wallet. Isn't that all we want? Isn't that before I choose to study qs i believe that construction side can make money? How can i forget it? Ya, our aim should be making few millions. Not just few k. Why bother to achieve the things that other people also do. Why don't be an extraordinary one? Well, I may don't know how can to achieve all that. But i have faith and i believe in it. I believe what i'm doing now is for my future success. It's worth to believe in it. Everything begin from the 1st step, take 1 step move another step towards your goal, be patience and make sure your determination will be strong enough until you reach your final goal! The labour is bitter but the fruit is sweet. Don't let anything to tear you down. Live your life up to the meaning! Don't waste it! Otherwise you may find you live in vain. I'm not the sailing ship without any destination! People don't have dream don't have much. You will only be the one who is following other peoeple ass. Chiong man! Qs stand for quite smart not quite stupid!

Why we are poor?

2008-07-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

Gaji menteri vs seruan 'ubah gaya hidup rakyat'

Azamin Amin
Wed | Jun 11, 08 | 11:10:57 am MYT

KUALA LUMPUR, 11 Jun (Hrkh) - Kenaikan harga minyak yang diumumkan kerajaan minggu lalu sehingga 41 peratus amat menjejaskan kehidupan dan meningkatkan kos sara hidup rakyat Malaysia.

Namun dalam 'lelah' rakyat Malaysia mendepani kemelut kenaikan harga minyak ini, kelompok menteri yang mempertahankan keputusan kerajaan pula menasihatkan rakyat agar 'mengubah gaya hidup' bagi meringankan penderitaan.

Laungan kelompok menteri bagaimanapun tidak berdasarkan kepada hakikat yang sebenar kerana perbezaan taraf kehidupan antara menteri dan rakyat kebanyakan dari sudut pendapatan cukup ketara.

Pendedahan menarik berhubung gaji dan 'keistimewaan' para menteri di Malaysia ini merupakan satu renungan buat rakyat yang selama ini diseru menteri yang kaya supaya mengubah gaya hidup.

Pendedahan ini pernah disiarkan di dalam beberapa blog dan difahamkan datangnya daripada satu surat yang diemel oleh seorang yang dikenali sebagai pegawai kerajaan di Putrajaya ke laman blog Tranungkite Online tahun lalu yang boleh dijadikan rujukan maklumat betapa besar jumlahnya wang rakyat dibelanjakan oleh Menteri-menteri di Malaysia.

Menurutnya, rekod tersebut adalah berdasarkan kepada pendapatan bulanan menteri kabinet pada tahun 1999 dan pada pendapatnya terdapat sedikit sebanyak perubahan sehingga sekarang.

Berikut adalah perbandingan gaji menteri dengan persoalan 'ubah gaya hidup' yang disarankan kepada rakyat::-

Slip Pendapatan Bulanan bagi Menteri Penuh Malaysia termasuk Ketua-Ketua Menteri:

1. Gaji Pokok RM18,000
2. Elaun Keraian RM10,500.00
3. Elaun Perumahan RM10,800.00
4. Elaun Wakil Rakyat RM10,650.00
5. Elaun parking RM 5,700.00

Jumlah pendapatan bulanan RM55,650.00 yang wajib diterima sama ada sakit atau tidak bekerja:-

Lain-lain kemudahan

1. Bercuti keluar negara sekali setahun terutama selepas persidangan Dewan Negara- semua perbelanjaan ditanggung oleh kerajaan termasuk tiket penerbangan, hotel, duit poket sebanyak RM50,000.00. Kalau tidak bercuti keluar negara seorang menteri boleh menuntut sebanyak RM50,000.00 tanpa resit.

2. Bil letrik percuma ditanggung oleh kerajaan Malaysia

3. Bil Air percuma ditanggung oleh kerajaan Malaysia

4. Bil telefon percuma ditanggung oleh kerajaan Malaysia

5. Peruntukan perkakasan dapor/perhiasan rumah dan lain-lain boleh dituntut setahun sekali sebanyak RM40,000.00

6. Sebuah kereta Mercedes S320, di lengkapi dengan telefon bimbit,satu pemandu,minyak percuma.Kalau guna khidmat pemandu kementerian, dapatlah duit percuma.

7. Semua pemberian derma seperti kepada perkahwinan, kematian,atau pemberian kepada badan kebajikan kebajikan boleh dituntut.

8. Boleh mengadakan rumah terbuka setiap hari raya, segala perbelanjaan ditanggung oleh kerajaan. Kebiasaan Menteri menuntut sebanyak RM400,000.00

9. Setiap menteri biasanya tuntutan mereka sebanyak RM45,000.00 semua elaun perbelanjaan tidak termasuk elaun-elaun dalam slip pendapatan bulanan.

Slip Pendapatan Bulanan Bagi Timbalan Menteri ialah:-

1. Gaji Pokok RM15,000
2. Elaun Keraian RM9,500.00
3. Elaun Perumahan RM9,800.00
4. Elaun Wakil Rakyat RM10,650.00
5. Elaun parking RM 5,700.00

Jumlah pendapatan bulanan RM50,650.00 yang wajib terima samada sakit atau tidak hadir bertugas.

Dan Menteri:-

1. Pengerusi syarikat/lembaga jabatan kerajaan
2. Pengerusi syarikat swasta yg dilantik
3. Pedapatan dari syarikat persendirian seperti kontrak dan lain-lain
4. Pendapatan dari kroni-kroni peribadi
5. Saham yang diberi khas oleh kerajaan sebanyak 300,000 unit setiap masa.
6. Tidak termasuk dari pendapatan luar negara
7. Lain-lain sumber

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New movies at pavillion! Haha

2008-07-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

2008-07-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

Today is wednesday, no class for today. Suppose i have to do my revision for build cons but i hardly do anything on it yet. Just lack of motivation. Since i have nothing to do, i plan to write something on my blog which i hav left it empty for quite a long time. After seeing so many people is blogging, think i may b also should have one. Just now i had received a good news, fosa marketing people called me n told me my insurance claim for my lcd laptop has out. Hopefully very soon i can get my laptop lcd fixed. :)

I have jus read kelvin's blog. I dunno why there is some photos that is shooting me staring at ah joo on last saturday david's birthday. Dunno will mike kills me after he has seen it. Joo is the girl who after he has chased for many years only he can be with her. Later peng you pun tidak dapat jadi. I really跌进黄河洗不清。Haha...

Those people should have read on kelvin and tony about last saturday david's birthday. U may feel that i'm repeating what they hav said here. Last saturday we have a crazy night. We have a small party for david. And of coz the most interesting is tower. Although is called tower, in fact the beer inside is very little only.1 person may only have 2-3 small cups. Is just not enough. Sigh... I miss the time i drink till i get drunk on the damai picnic. Dunno when we have the chance to picnic again. Every1 went in the seperate way. Last sat i slept at nearly 5 o'clock in the morning. Kinda late. And last saturday surprisingly... We met LEE FANG JOO at low yat.. The girl who very scared to sit in my car last time. Haha. K lar, dunno what to write anymore jus stop writting at here.

The birthday kid

Tower!!!!!

Everyone except sharon

Same people in different place